Oooo shiny

I was buried deep under wave after wave of inspiration
they inspired with aesthetics with the magic of muscles and tans and fine lined faces that spoke words
words that were stories but more like lies
lies told from minds that cannot grasp reality without some kind of drug
This is how I see your friends
Because they glitter and shimmer
but they are not diamonds
they are only pretty pieces of blown glass
they shatter easily and are made up of little
But you couldn't see me
I was buried deep
under waves of emotion and soul
I have more spirit within than anything that was
So OOooo SHiny! as they are
Shallow
it was all so shallow
and I was forgotten
Everyone keeps waiting
for me to snap
I
will
quest
until I find
where I put myself