rhyme...can I...should I? I just did

It’s been quite a many weeks since the first time
It’s been quite a few moments since that first rhyme
Them neighbors been staring at me over and over and
They always look at me like they found a four leaf clover
With shit on it
Spot on it
The fucker in the building that don’t belong on it…
In it
Within in it
The guy that dint
Get a degree or
A lesson or three
So something is wrong with him, with we,
Hold on
Maybe it is just you
Because you think you’re spot on with a lesson or two
Maybe three
And you got a degree
But you haven’t lived life
Like a guy like me
I have seen the gutter you speak of
The gutter you read of
The gutter you dream of…
Yeah girl I lived right in it
The ghetto, the projects, the trailer…
But now the Civic…
Some folks may think I’m big pimpin
But others they judge and think my brain is gimpin
I’ve got my my honor, my loyalty and my life…
I’ve lived through struggles and I’ve dealt with strife
I know what it’s like to live in these
Times with less and these tragedies.
What did you do to get where you are?
Your parents paid for school and your brand new car…
Your family backed you and gave you it all…
My parents beat me and gave me the stall
That’s where you find shit
And those who rise from it
The beaten the bruised and the conquerors
The people who stand and become fighters
So don’t try and tell me all that you learned
Your book means shit and your brains they’re worse
I learned through life and a fist
The concrete the bullets and a life like this
I had my fill of Government cheese
And begging just to get some ease
You don’t know what this life is like
You always had it easy just like your Dad’s wife
That’s right I just punked your Mom
And everything that you’ve based your life upon
Because you can always “act” better than me
the truth is you are weak, that’s reality.

This is about no one and everyone at once...because we all think were better but we don't have a cause. The truth is we all bleed red and we all end up dead. Live your life and leave others to theirs instead. Love...Life...No Ego...Let Go! Lose what you can and then lose control. It's your soul your body your mind your spirit the whole...everything at once...the whole damned show.